Too good to be true?

Watch while I try IT Cosmetics, makeup dissolving balm for the first time!

Thank you so much for watching and joining me on this mascara polluted journey! ⭐️💋



Ahoy there!

Catchy title, right? I know it seems like I’m being overly negative and dramatic but that’s because I am. However, I do it to prove a point.

On August 6th, 2016, the absolute love of my life proposed. This is after approximately one year of family, friends, and even myself, putting what, in hindsight, was probably an unfair amount of pressure on him to suddenly save every penny he made and make one of the biggest decisions of his life and plan the PERFECT way to ask me. So after he proposed, I got everything I wanted in life and I was immediately happy and everything else was super easy but also exciting!

Things that are false.

Sure! It was so exciting for the first week. Even two weeks. But week three… here came the questions. “Where are you getting married? How many bridesmaids? What kind of dress? What are your colors? Oh my gaawwwwwwddddd my cousin Jennifer had those colors and it was amaaaazing but also too dark and you may want to rethink the timeline you haven’t made yet.” JESUS. CHRIST.

I envy literally every person in this world that loved planning their wedding. For me, it was actually a personal hell.

HEAR ME: I LOVE and ADORE my husband more than anything else on this planet. He is my best friend and partner for life. Which is why I hated and resented the fact that so many people had so many different opinions about a day that had nothing to do with them. And, the PRESSURE, society puts on you! To drain your bank account as quickly as possible just for the soul purpose of checking off “throw a dream wedding” on your imaginary to-do list. You’re not living the dream. You’re broke, losing your hair, and have forgotten about a lot of things that matter to you because you can’t stop obsessing about throwing the perfect party for everyone else.

Having said all of this, my wedding was the most wonderful day of my entire life. The further I get away from it… the planning, the sweat, the tears, and kidney infections that I received from not taking care of myself… Were well worth it and I would do it all again if it meant I could shove all of those amazing humans in one room.

I’m not saying just go to civil court and skip the big stuff because I feel like that’s not the solution. If you want a big wedding, then go big, but be ready to face a lot of demons and some of those demons may be dressed up like Aunt Linda who wants to bring her own cake to the wedding. If you want it to be small and intimate, go all out. My day was chaotic, in some ways my biggest nightmare (I am not awesome at being the center of attention). Majority of the day did not go as planned because of elements out of our control and I think we caught all of the hitches that could have ever been hitched. But, it was beautiful, it was real, and it was exactly the amount of untraditional we both wanted. We signed our license and in front of our beloved witnesses, we became man and wife followed by the most insane party that either no one will forget or remember. Really could have gone either way there.

Before I was married one of my best friends told me, in one of my many breakdowns and times of despair, “your wedding day will not be the best day of your life…”, I looked up and slowly began creating a noose out of my own hair; she then added, “there will be so many better ones in your time being married.”. It was then I realized it would only be 24 hours and on what other day would we both look so damn good, young, and be so madly in love with each other we need to declare it in front of hundreds of people? Never! Our wedding day was perfectly flawed.

Every tear, penny, and AZO tablet was well worth it but thank God I never have to do it again. If you are single, please know the grass is not greener on the other side. If you’re planning a wedding and feeling shitty because you have a smaller budget than you thought and have to make sacrifices like not getting those huge peonies that you wanted– no one gives a FAHK about the peonies, but you. And you heard it here first– ditch the fahking peonies. NOW. Use paper flowers, or all greens, the grooms men DO NOT NEED boutineers and the only thing that matters are your out of this world electric love for each other– everything else will fall into place, I PROMISE.

If you are married, and hate my truth about wedding planning because you loved planning yours, please tell me what you did immediately, and I’m sorry we haven’t been better friends up to this point but it’s possible I need you to coach me through all things in life. I had unwavering support from friends, family, and my wonderful wedding planner, but I still could not escape the fact that all eyes were on us and I constantly was feeling like a failure. Even though I wasn’t, and our day was amazing… the insurmountable pressure to have the most perfect day was paralyzing to me and I write this only for the people out there that can relate. Please know, you are not alone.

I will cherish my memories, even the painful ones, because nothing can take away the fact that I still do believe it was the best day of my life and it means I can legally wake up to his fine a** every day until we both die.

Thank you reading and allowing me to be honest.




Here we meet again. I wanted to share a bit about something called Oil Training. I have super thick, fine, slippery but greasy hair. It is normally so staticky in the winter and a pain because I needed to wash it everyday to prevent oil build up. I received this substitute hair rinse in my FabFitFun box this summer.

As you can see it, it contains Aloe, Argan Oil, Lavender, and Apple Cider Vinegar. It is a product that balances out your hairs pH and you can either use it daily or weekly instead of washing, conditioning, and stripping your hair repeatedly of protein. I began using it when I was super blonde during wedding planning to prevent breakage and extend my color.

Guess what?

IT WORKS. I award this poo substitute, ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I now only wash my hair with shampoo and conditioner, ONCE. A. WEEK. people!

This little bottle, is a miracle worker and I understand this whole fad of making your own shampoo or, dare I say it, live that #nopoo life.


1. Wet your hair like you usually do in the shower.

2. Instead of shampoo, shake your Apple Cider Vinegar substitute and apply a generous amount to your scalp all of the way to your ends.

3. Lather it into all of your hair -warning: it will not create suds!

4. Leave in for 5-10 minutes.

5. Rinse out and live your life!

You will be shocked at your soft and nice your hair is for is for multiple days

Pro tip: if you dry your hair every time you wash it, this time, dry it only with cold or medium air versus hot. It will take a bit longer but it makes my blow out last for at least 2-3 days!

Here is the link to buy your poo substitute:!google!Product_Listing_Ads&cagpspn=pla&CATCI=aud-370516521359:pla-365354298172&CAAGID=47290518140&CAWELAID=330000200000535911&CATARGETID=330000200001245909&cadevice=m&gclid=Cj0KCQiAv_HSBRCkARIsAGaSsrCUvVnYCIx4iCgTX9KIh8Yag5oHU6eBGKQEZ_Rn9KT6InPwfgZYcUsaAsdWEALw_wcB


Hi sexy!

HAHA I mean HEY! Too soon for sexy, right? Anywho.

The pictures above are from December 5th, 2017. Exactly one month ago (yesterday!).I struggle with cystic acne and the first set of pictures, I am here to tell you my face literally hurt. All the time. It was inflamed and I was so self-conscious going anywhere without any type of make up on. What you are about to see, are pictures from precisely 30 days afterwards, and how my skin has improved.


For someone with porcelain skin, maybe it’s not perfect, but for me, it’s a drastic improvement. Curology is a 5 ⭐️ product all of the way through. It’s a subscription that appoints you a personal PA that is a specialist in Dermatology. If you are anything like me and hate leaving the house (not all of the time but just a lot of the time, because I’m a lazy American, OKAY) then going to the Dermatologist in your free time sounds like something close to a nightmare. This service is wonderful for a couple of different reasons:

  1. You don’t need to leave the house to buy it.
  2. Your first month is $5.00.
  3. Your subsequent months are $25.00 for the unique solution that they’ll change depending on how your skin is responding.
  5. Your PA is available 100% of the time for you to talk with, send pictures to, and adjust your treatment with.
  6. The community is amazing. Check out Curology’s website to be flooded with support and people just like you, who are struggling, and winning their battle with acne.

I love this product so much. My PA has told me that it takes a little longer than a month to work but my FACE DOESN’T HURT. And that my friends, is priceless.



Good morning!

A couple of weeks ago I was recommended to try the Elizavecca Bubble Clay Mask by a friend. Intrigued by the YouTube videos that already exist around this product I decided to give it a go.

This baby is: moisturizing, calming for inflamed skin, bubbles like crazy in the best way you never knew you’d enjoy, and only takes 2-5 minutes to use! I was instantly hooked the second I used the little tool provided to put it on my face. It’s made and used in mainly Korea, but is making its way quickly into the states. I ordered it through Amazon and it came within 2 days (love you, Prime). It was roughly $12.00 and so worth it.

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ for you Elizavecca! If you are suffering from dry and rough skin from these cold winter days, this Mask is the drink of water you’re face is craving.

Here is the link:




It’s a ghost! JK. It’s me. How are you? Anyway, I got a new request to try a brand new type of shower cap and I would be lying if I said I wasn’t crazy excited. Their mission is so beautiful and recently I’ve been purging harmful plastic products I keep around the house. Waterbottles, my beloved Teami mugs, anything that may contain BPH or other crazy fake estrogen things. It never occurred to me that my shower cap is also, one of those things.

I will be using it for the next month and can’t wait to tell you about all of the ways it’s benefitted me! I’ve also been oil training my hair to make it less greasy so this baby plays well into that role. I’ve been washing my hair only three days a week and I’ve got A LOT of hair so I promise to write more about oil training soon!

Stay tuned. Stay gritty. 🤗



Well hi, you!

Thank you so much for stopping by. Here is my rating for HitchSwitch, the company exclusively dedicated to removing the notorious struggle of changing your name.

🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 out of 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟, BABY!

I LOVE this company. I’m not joking when I say they are an effective and comprehensive service that actually CARES about their customers! I purchased the Platinum Service ($89.00) and I’m so glad I did. All you have to do is type in your info. — basic stuff I.e. DOB, SSN, address and they literally fill out all of the legal paperwork for you. They sent me all of the paperwork to change my credit cards, social security card, drivers license, passport {free passport pic too with this package!}, rewards cards- you name it! All I had to do was either sign it and send it with the envelopes already stamped that THEY provide or simply bring it to my closest social security office (short line, easy).

I couldn’t believe how thorough they were and how easy they made the process. My favorite thing about their service was they provided a super easy to read checklist with everything you needed to bring to whatever office you were going to if you needed to drop something off as well as the address you needed to mail everything to (specific to your state!).

I’ve heard so many people complain about this process being a pain but I truly think even their most basic package $29.00 takes out all of the busy work making it super easy.

I hope this helps ease the newly wed stress of changing your name; if you would like more info. Reach out to me at!

Yours truly,